the life

I try my best to explain but she has no seance of reality I am going to leave her that's all  no need to know some thing that is not real. I always drive by negative energy I feel strong in them sadness anger and every thing that is bad makes me strong a dark child living in me and she is going to bring the monster out of me one day I took 7 pills of panadol did not kill me but I learn that if I'm to continue with this it will ruin my self so I leave her she is a mistake a sweet mistake that I am done in past I am done with it with her 38 years old too old for many things like love I do not need her anymore she got to go that's all.