This is useless

it is useless to write to someone who do not listen I have no way of knowing this goes to her or not. if I could read minds and if I know what will happend there would be total diffrent out come I would have been married years ago and I would have childerns doing A/L but I have no way to know and I only guss and with out risponse I cant tell what is what. I try to explain but could not find out any thing. and no body understand try to suiside but did not work now I have no hope but to wait till the end even if it kills me.