RIP

last week I burry my girl friend. It was a sad morment but I feel free now. All the tention has gone. nomore will i suffer, she is gone now. its a wonderfull feeling to be free from attachments

New life

my life on edge

live is a berdon

life is a berdon I could not bare it anymore this is a mess and I am mesed up. even god has abandon me it seems death waithing sometimes it is not plesent.

Jest want to hang

have nothing to do just want to hang but do not find the strenght for it. I have to die. if you ever have any love for me you will give me iteranal peace. but evern the god has abandon me. want to hang that is all nothing feels good. everything is a mistake.

Why?

Please god why dont you end this and let me rest in peace. the berden you put on me is so heavy. and I am tired of this. end this and let me sleep. give me iternal peace and take the berden from me if can.