the day she come

the day she come will be the day I die I know it become it is how I see it I do not care any more I was lost for so long time now I found my way I will always be with what I want at the end I will leave leaving everything

the gratest things

I thought she would come but she is dumb as rest of them I have no Idea of what is going on and nither I caire this war is wearing me off. some times I want to die but things keep me living my child she is my juwel I am alrady bound with her. she is the most important thing I have I always blame my parent for not been there for me one was abored making money even I ask him to come he did not. I do not want that kind of anger form my child you are just an imagination. my entire life is a lie and I am not going to be free form it every thing I did is wrong I should not done that.
my life has came to end I have evolided to undestand I was the Observer it was my mistake to be involve with their lives my path is alwasy dark pain giving me strengh. I was living in hell and my entire world will become ash you have gone & I undestand my life is here with my family.