the path of my salvation

So I made appearance in this century of the world all though it is not a miracle I am but not a normal person a misfit anomaly in a society that try to find order and maintain it I was the chaos that comes to it destroying much of the system and their belief.

And they hunt me just like a pack of wolves since I do not fit in their society I fight because I must I flee when I need constant battle to survive in the world that made me an alien. just like Charles Darwin Says in his evolution theory those that are not adapted to the nature or do not follow its rules must Parrish so I know my end will come since I am the thing that violate all that what they believe.

Time and time it all makes clear that I was born on wrong world wrong time in wrong country. But since I am here I will fight that I must if I need to survive.

I already know, from days I knew that I was different. I will face lot of challenges since world treats anomalies as parasite. No one want anything with them and they are better left forgotten Locke in a cage where no one can open.

This is what I am what I will be a anomaly in a human world something that they will never understand something that they will fear and something that they will hunt down all of their life time. since I am the chaos in their ordered world.

I challenge all their moral Issues all that they believe all that they stand for I am the thing that stands between them and their ways. Although they hunt me down. survive I must in a world of hostile environment a alien living in the shadows.

I have nothing to do with them and their ways they can go do whatever they want with their lives but it is the curiosity that drives me in to their lives.

An observer seen too much perhaps but they do trust me even let me in to their darkest secrets I do enjoy the conversations I learn so much of them form it.

Even though I live among them I am a misfit soon or later they are going to get rid of me since that is what always happen.

personality they say, since this you are not that and so on I say what is personality so I enjoy rock music does that mean I could not enjoy classical I never understand these people. just because you love one thing does not mean you hate the other why can you love everything form rock,, Jass, Pop to classical. I relay don't know what's wrong with these people they are so limited to things in a shell of their own afraid to try new things and when someone propose something new they shiver living in a box and ask me to get in to it. No I'm a free thinker I will not get those spoil brats make me look like an Idiot by making me like them.

so I could do different things in different moods things it will take more than 5 people to do since each specializes only in one trade. so I'm different does that mean I have to forget everything and be like everyone do one thing like one thing. If I have the potential why be one of them I like my self and I am proud of what I become. that does not include been normal.

I'm not one of them and their rules do not work on me. I have my own set of rules that governs me I am not them and until they realize it I do what I do and just forget about them Idiots. If this mean I'm not human so be it. if it is the truth then it is. if been me means not been human I rather be me and not human.

Even I try to earn a place in this world I know a anomaly could not service among them. and they will never let something that challenge their believes and their way of living their way of thinking walk among them.

I know my time will come sooner than anyone else and then I must go but death is not what I fear because I been in verse and in due time depart that I will.