although I have many strength social skills are my only weakness it was hard. hard to understand had to do even a simple task of socializing never make much friends. always it was hard it is a very very hard thing when you could not sweet talk away from people and you get blame for things that you did not do and you could not defend your self could not tell the person you love that you love her it is the life hardest life that I have to live. sometime I could not understand what they mean what they are trying to tell me I see things but could not act on them when I try I mess up my self good. it is the hard truth but I need to live with it even you may never now. I am bad on expressing my self I could not tell any one how I feel I'm terrible at socializing always end up in a fight.
weakness that is what they show me all my weakness the keep attaching I left there helpless not able to do anything at now I know more about me more of my self they though me of all my weaknesses. best it now it is why I love machines more than them because machines I understand people always despoilment me. at lest I know now what I must do.
leave this place to find somewhere safe it not safe for me anymore so it is I shall leave but what they done to me it will remain with me forever and so I curse to them that one day they will end up with the same faith
something in side me tells me I felt what they do but cannot prove it and alway they hid but turth will come ti the face and one day they will not face it so I wait for that day which my instinct are proven right and day they face their doom.
so many thing I hid and they just let me out I need to leave it is the only option away from them before I heart my self more. I need to hide once more and that is what I do.
one day one day the god will look upon them and judge them the same as they did to me. I leave in grief that no man ever will find trusted.
it is what I am what I must what I will become
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